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This is my first participation in the A2Z challenge! I congratulate the team on their 10th-year-anniversary celebration!
My pregnancy was a planned one. We had celebrated our second anniversary a month back, in July. But when I checked using a home pregnancy kit, the positive result came both as a shock and surprise. I could not understand the rush of emotions that I was experiencing. I still can't give a specific name to it.
While announcing the result to my husband I started crying. He was pleasantly surprised but worried due to my reactions. He tried to talk me through it and gave various justifications as to why this was great news. He reasoned that we both wanted this baby and now I was crying as if it was something out of the blue. But the issue was not happiness or lack of it, but a state of utter confusion. I could not comprehend what I was going through.
Before going to bed, I thought to myself - 'My Life will change forever'! I wondered if this really was the right decision. I pondered what motivated couples to procreate. I needed fresh answers. I needed clarity. I needed to form a bond with the child in my womb who was yet to take shape.
The world around and within seemed amorphous.
*Let me know your experiences when you first came to know about your pregnancy as a couple! Did you experience what I experienced?